Wow what a great week we had! It all started with our total weight loss of 10lbs. Kevin lost 7 and I lost 3. Kevin hated me at first because I pushed him to do more cardio. But at the weigh in he loved me again. LOL!!!
I still cannot believe that this competition is almost over. That is okay because now I know I can do this. I am not going to let my 23lb weight lost go to crap, I worked really hard at this and I am not going to quit.
My cousin is getting married in June, so I have a new goal I want to lose 40lbs by time of the wedding. I know I can do this. After that I will set me another goal. Goals are always good to have they keep you motivated. I would love to lose 100lbs by this time next year.
I don't know if some of ya'll have kept up with this competition but my main goal is to have a baby at a healthy weight. I want one so bad, but right now I just do not want to jeopardize my health or my babies health. Kevin also wants to be healthy, he wants twin boys really bad and he also wants to keep up with them like during ball season. We already know that we are going to be busy parents. I know that God has reasons for everything and I know that he will tell me when it is the right time; I just need to be patient.
During this whole competition babies have been on my mind. It is really hard to see women my age or younger starting their lives with having babies. For anyone who has trouble conceiving knows what I am talking about. See this was not the way I planned it when I was a little girl. I was supposed to grow up, get married and have babies that simple boy how did I dream also being fat was not in my dream. Well now that I have rambled on about my own troubles I will go now. Keep making goals for yourself and remember God has a reason for everything we just need to be patient and it will all work out the way it is supposed to.